June Bug

Wow where has the time flown?  Recently I’ve been feeling the clock ticking really loudly in my brain.  Part of it is that lots of things come up this time of year besides flowers.  Some things relate to my past life, and others to events that happened after I came home.  In a few weeks…

Moving on

I started a post two weeks ago (give or take) on the anniversary of the final moments of my marriage.  I had lots of ideas, yet words weren’t finding their way through my fingers to the keyboard.  I’ve been going through a lot of stressful stuff, but still, the landmark of that day cut through. …

Sleep Deprivation

Have you ever fallen asleep while talking on the phone at work?  Or even falling asleep while you play a video game? At the computer?   Standing in the doorway?  I know I can’t be the only one.  It wasn’t narcolepsy.  It was a side effect of sleep deprivation abuse.  It was the worst after I…

The Gaslight

I’m not sure where I first learned the term “gas-lighting“.  I knew it wasn’t good, but at the same time I didn’t really understand the action.   Once I learned about it, I never once thought I was ever a victim of it. I spent so many years focusing on him, on how to not…